Pain

We go out in the street and meet beggars who can not have a square meal daily. We hear about our friends and loved ones - down with cancer, hepatitis or aids. And when we turned on the TV and radios, what we see and hear in the news are mainly about sufferings, accidents, bomb blasts, hurricanes and other disasters. Pain pain pain..will it ever stop ? A mother died and she happened to be a 'single parent'..a child died and he happened to be the only son of an elderly couple..what do all these meant ? Are they teaching us lessons ? Where is God when we cry ?? When we are in pain, we asked "why ?" but, God is always silent about pain..Does God feel our pain ? I think God does feel when we are in pain. Yes, he did cry when Lazarus died, didn't he ? Oh yes, he felt ! He cried in the Gesemani..and ASKED GOD THE FATHER to take away the cup..yes, he was in pain. He was in pain because of our sins. Right ? Say yes. Then when we are in pain, when we suffer, do we suffer from sicknesses because we did something wrong ? Is 'pain' a punishment from God ?

Summer Vacation

Yes, summer vacation is here. Unlike its cousin sister- winter vacation, it does not have any charms as the ever rising mercury still decided to shoot up. The mind's blank..the thoughts ain't deep..yeah, pretty shallow..huiham..this is a part of the year and this is a part of our life.. Life's short..Got so many things to do while I stay here in this world..but, by the end of the day I always end up doing nothing much... Hmm,let summer pass..

Don't Cry

Looking at the lifeless body lying next to him, his memory flashed back at the past. The first time they met and the night she told him that she would love him till she dies. The completeness he felt when he was with her, the beautiful smiles filled with love and dedication, the sounds of her laughter were the most beautiful music to his ears. He remembered the way he felt when he held her in his arms and kissed her. But, now, as he watched her fade away, tears were rolling down on his cheeks, and as the unstoppable pain surged through his very being, someone said, “ Don’t cry”. Lying all alone in her bed, she saw him in her mind’s eyes. She could see the very lips that had whispered promises to her, and the promises he said to her rang through her head. She covered her ears so as to stop hearing those empty promises which were still ringing in her ears. She saw her life before her and it was impossible to forget him, cruel as he was. She clenched her fist and hit the pillow, self pity hit her like a strong winter hurricane. She hated herself for being so ignorant a girl. She then felt the baby moved in her womb. She could not see what future holds for her and then she cried, but a voice was saying, “Don't you cry”. For a twelve years old boy, it was difficult to accept the reality. He held out the picture of a beautiful woman which he had been holding against his heart, and looked into her eyes and whispered, “Mom, why did you leave me ?”. Someone told him that his mom must have been in heaven, singing and praising the Lamb. But, he did not understand such a complex belief. For, a boy like him who had nobody else to call his own, it was impossible to face the raging world without his mom. Had she been there with him, they would have been in the Carnival on a day like that day. But, he knew that things would never be the same again. He looked out from the window and saw stars which were scattered all over the sky and wondered where heaven might be. It was for nobody to understand what he was going through and what was on his minds. As he was watching the stars, he embraced her picture and cried. Someone then touched his shoulder and whispered, “Don’t cry”. The last time they heard about him was from one of their neighbors who said that he met him in a tavern, about a thousand miles from their home town. He said that their son looked so pale and thin that it would be quite easy to mistake him for a ghost. Yes, he had been their hero, the very reason of their existence. They never disappointed him nor denied him of what he wanted. They had been cherishing him and waiting for him to grow up, but when he finally did they wished that he had never grown up and remained the little sweet boy who ran around in the courtyard. They wondered where their only son might be at that moment. There were hundreds of questions on their minds, to which they knew not an answer. So they knelt down in front of the crucifixion, holding each other’s hand, humbled by the pain they were going through. As they were pouring out their hearts, tears were streaming down on their cheeks. Then, they heard a voice, saying, “Don’t cry”. So dear, please do not cry.

cry

What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?

A visit to historical place..

These are the caves carved out in the sandstone by Jain king Kharavela whose period of reign extended from 168 to 153 B.C. People said that these caves served as the dwelling places of the Jain monks who believed in leading an existence stripped off all worldly and material comforts...

It was pretty hot when we went there and the black shirt by no means was the right choice for the day...Ih, Jain puithiamho tawm thinna ho hi chu rin ai tak chuan a dai phian a..a kher vel hi a hautak hmel ngang mai. Keini ang chuan kher dawn ta ila..mahni tawmna khawp kan kher hmain kan rinna lamin min phatsan hmanin ka ring deuh..lolzz..

Gosh..am having fever..

Hmelchhe deuh deuhvin ka blog an lo tlawh vang ni chiang mai..including "YOU"..yes, you.. Vitamin C ei teh ang.

2009-ah khawnge kan awm hlawm..

When 2009 dawns..many things changed..but, even as many things have changed, it seems like people like us never change..save my hair which has grown pretty long (not looking pretty though). Ok, where are the girls ?? Haven't heard about the two flight attendants. They probably are flying somewhere beyond those white clouds. Rosy has got married to the Lecturer..Lecturers are hot I guessd, but, maybe, they are too hot for one of our very own (....) because, she broke up with her Lecturer lover. The big boss Renthleia has become an Editor different newspaper and weekly magazine, including Zozam Weekly and Evening Post...It actually is not his line..but he thinks that it is his line..lolz..so, he is doing fine. Lalrin has got a daughter..a ap aiin a harh mah a, a pa a hmelchhiat aiin a hmel tha fu bawk..and Lalrin is Physics Lecturer now at PUC. Damtei is in Singapore for her PhD in Biotech..Avid is HSS Teacher, MK is working at Axis Bank, Maruati is at Lengpui..U Zodini is still roaming around with her Camera, making mainly Documentary Film for Govt Departments..Its sad that our Mass Com Graduates are not interested in making Mizo Movies, cos Mizo Movies we have are all terrible.. Margaret is Civil Hospital Dietrician, Sangteii has got married..Rosangzuala misual is working for SSA..Thanga Paihte..I dont really know his whereabouts..the last time I heard about him was that, he failed to get into Mizoram Police Dept.. They said he stood on his tiptoe when they measured his height and managed to get selected, got through physical test, but, failed in the written exam...Champhai velah "hairep" te zuar zawk sela.. Chama got a daughter..but not a wife..thats sad...he could have both..lets hope the best for him. Mapuia of Basketball is in Aizawl..dont know whether he has become Sports Officer..Steve is Captain in Indian Army..That Kullai, who set an amazing record at HSLC exam has become Tax Inspector, he could have done better, am not happy for his achievement..I dont call it an achievement for a guy like him. James is at ATC, following Pu Vanlalnghaka's steps..Zorema too has become Police Inspector..thats a real surprise..RC-a is working at Providence..and pretty content...huis..ka peih tawh lo ve...

Sunday Mornings...

Wasn't feelin well lastnite. I hit pillow with a heavy head. I have just too many things on my mind which I would like to do and it is killing me. Tukin erawh ka tho harh phian a..naupang tetakte te, Sunday zinga ka lenchhuahpui thin hovin ka room kawngkhar an rawn kick thawmah ka harh ve chauh a. Nia, ka luna te pawh a lo reh daih tawh a. Ka hmai pawh phih lovin kekawrbul leh T-shirt ha chungin ka chhuak a, nidanga ka hruai ve ngai loh naupang dang paruk laiin kal ve min dil a :) ka phal lova :) :) kan tam lutuk chuan a buaithlak tlat. Campus atanga kan chhuah hmain mikhual (4 men) nen kan intawk a. kan sikulah an fanute pathum dah an duhthu min hrilh a, sikul chanchin min zawt a, an dilchhut khawp mai a. An hmel a zahawm hlawm ang reng sia, kei lah...hmai pawh ka phih si lo. pathianni zing dar sarihah tunge fate sikul tur zawng kual duk duk reng reng hi...an tidik lo a ni. :) Pathianni zinga naupang pali chauh ka walk pui thin na chhan : 1) A te te thlan khawm an nia. An khaw har loh nan..a chang chuan we play hide and seek. 2) I dont go to churh. So, I used to pluck some flowers to be kept near the picture of crucifixion. Hetia, pangpar te ka han dah hnu hi chuan ka ngaih hi a tha ve mai...

Lung a leng

24th khan min kalsan a. Lung a leng. Sawi tur pawh a awm tam lo. A mak. Chawei te zu han tui lo vek a !! Hmangaihna hi a lo va han laknat theihin lunglenna te hi a lo va han tawrhlelhawm ve le. Bangalore ka chhuahsan a hun tep a. 2nd July hian ka chhuahsan ang. Tihtur neih loh tawpah lo chuan blog update hi a har anih hi maw le. A aia pawimawh a awm zel a.

(Read this again today...hahaha..should'nt have written these things here :P)

Keimahni chanchinthar bik liau liau

Zirtawpni hian kan thiante innei tur an awm a. Ngaihtuahna an ti thui hle mai. inneihna-a awm ve theih te pawh a chakawm nen.. A mak, hring nun hi. Pian leh thih inkar chauh hi ni mah sela, thil chitin reng hian min tlakbuak a, mimal pakhat te mah thil thuhmun tuar leh ngaihtuahna thuhmun hmang lah chu kan awm mang thin hauh bawk si lo. A mak tih hian a hril kim ber mai chu anih hi... Duhsakna ka hlan mawlh mawlh a che u. Fanau mal tluan chawiin dam dun mawlh rawh u. Hlimna leh hriselna te pawh in tan liau liau le..May God Bless Your Wedding.

Feb 03

Engtiklai mai pawh hian lung hi a leng anih hi maw le. Vawiin chu MG lama va len kual vel aiah Movies enin ka hun ka hmang a. A nuam phian mai. Tunah tak hi chuan ka mut a chhuak em em ringawt mai a. Ka mut chuanin zan lamah ka mu leh thei lo emaw a ni si angaa..chhuah chu chhuak tak a ni ringawt mai.

15th Dec

Mumangah nimin lam pang ka lo mangphan a. Lung a leng vawng vawng mai. Lunglen hi heti hrim hrim anih dawn ngai chuan engtinnge maw ka'n han tuar dawn ni aw ?? Nikhat chu sawi loh sana inthen pawh hi a muang anih hi maw le..

I tan chauh...14th Dec

Vawiin hian Auto Drivers leh Bank thenkhat te leh Post Office te an nuar a. Pawn chhuahvah a hrehawm khawp mai. Auto a awm loh avangin kan kal kual vak vak a. Zan lamah chauh a na duh khawp mai. Vawiin hi chu i tan liau liau ka ti. Ka hun zawng zawng i tan ka hlan.

9th Dec

Zing atangin khua a thiang a, dar ruk leh a chanve-ah ka thova, dar sarih leh minit sawmpangaah chuan Bus-ah ka thu vang tawh. Vawiin chu Rock Climbing nei turin kan kal a. Bangalore khaw pawn deuh hlek, Jalahalli lam pangah lung lian fahran mai, 100ft vela sangah kan lawn a. Hmanlai, strap belt awm hmaa an lawn dan hmang tein min tihtir a, chhuk lama kan uaithla chu malpui a sa duh ngang mai. A hnu deuhah chuan automatic belt an tih hmangin kan ti leh a, chu chu a ziaawm ta. A lawn chhoh lam pang kha a namai lo viau. Avinash nen 20ft vela sang kha tunge lawn chhuak hmasa sa kan ti a. Ban tha chakna hmang liau liauva in pawh chhoh tur a ni a. Avinash-a chuan 20secs-ah a a lawn chhuak a, a hnung chiahah 24 secs ah ka chhuak ve thung. A nuam viau mai. Kan Guide leh Instructor chuan Nandi Hills-ah kan la ti leh dawn nia a ti a, chu chu 1000 ft chuang daiha sang a ni a, chuti teh ual chuan a nawm ka ring lo ve. A nuam ti zual tan phei chuan in hming min pe ula, Himalayas lawnna chance pawh in nei thei ang, a ti a. Ka awih lem lo. Eitur kan keng hnem khawp mai. Boiled Eggs, Juices,Chicken Burger,Apple te kan keng.

7th December

Yesterday I missed her...and again I miss her today..and tommorrow I'll miss her.

Khua a vawt ve tawh khawp mai. Bangalore pawh Bangalooru an ti tep tawh a. Hman deuh khan mi thenkhatin an hmang tan tawh emaw te an lo ti ngawt a..hehe.

Vawiin chu Pu Ziona pawlte chanchin leh Mizorama Nawhchizuar chanchin www.newslink.in ah ka chhiar a. Ngaihtuahna a thui khawp mai. Nawhchizuar veng siam mamawh khawpa kan moral value a han tlahniam ta hi a na ka ti. Mahse, nawhchizuarte tana thawk thin te leh AIDS laka invenhimna lam atana hma la tu ten a tul an tih chuan siam thuai chu a that hmel fu bawk si...He kan Zoram Kristian ram, Pathian zawnchhuah ramah hian a lang a pauvin nawhchi kan zuar ang maw ?? Rilru chu a na deuh a ni.

Thla bial vangin

A mak ka ti..Thla bial zan apianga mut chhuak a reh thin leh lung a leng zual thin hi. Kan balcony atanga dah chhuah a hmar lam pang sang deuh hlekah khian Thla nalh fahranin a eng a. thlasik khua anih avangin a vawt deuh sur tawh bawk a. Bangalore pawh a vawt ve tawh khawp mai. Aizawl lam engnge a an aw ?? Boruak a balin a khu leh viau ang a?? Aizawl te hi chu a mi chengten an zir miau loh avang leh a ram leilungin a zir loh avang khian a ro hian a ro ngawih ngawih thin ngawt mai...Masi hmanga haw tum ho kha han in report teh u.

4th December leh a behbawm...

Vawiin hian Chennai atangin Damteii te thiandun leh an thiannu pakhatin min rawn tlawh a. Zan dar sarih leh minit 46-ah an rawn thleng a. Damtei hmel hmuh a nuam khawp mai. (Duhberte kiangah chuan hmelchhe ber pawh hi kan hmel hmuh a hahdam thin reng a ni)..hahaha.. Nizan hmasa khan R- nen kan inbia a. Ani pawn pasal neih lam ngawt lo chu sawi tur alawi a hre tawh lo. A mak..hringnun hi. St Anthonys College-a kan kal laia ngaihzawng neih nachang hre map lo leh mipa kawm taka kan kawmte pawn nupui/pasal neih an ngam ta fur hlawm mai..Ngawiteh, hun hi a kal chak anih hi maw le.. Bah Rina ka biak hnuhnung ber tum te kha ka hrechhuak a. Ka biak hnuhnunber tumin a bialnu chanchin ka zawt a. "Kan inban daaaaiiih tawh" a lo ti a, "I hre hlui lutuk" te a lo ti chiam chiam a. Ka hriat hlui vak pawh ka hre law...July thla pawh khan an la nia(in la ni reng a) a hlui lem lo. Nang hi i che chak ve hrim hrim a ni. Hmangaihna te hi i ngah reng reng. A-vida a che thring ber. Hmangaih pathum thum a nei a. Nuam a ti vel ham ham lutuk tunah tak chuan a arte lukawn lal tawh. An inhrechhuak a, tuman an duh tawh lo a ti. "Tihchi loh mei mei" a ti.

Khawnge an awm hlawm ??

Damteiin Sangpuii leh Maggie te Chennai-ah Air Hostess-a an awm thu min hrilh a. Maggie chu a thiam ve dawn emaw ni ?? Sangpuii pawh....an nuihzatthlak viau ang. Rosy pawh IDBI-ah a thawk a. Tin, Atluangi pawh ICICI-ah a thawk bawk. Anni pawhnih hi Lecturer lam....an ni.An pahnih hian Aizawl-ah an awm a..nuam an tih hmel khawp mai. Rosy Sas aiin Damteii sas hmel hmuh a nuam zawk a. Ngaihzawng zawn a thiam zawk tihna a ni. Zawna (John-a of Madanriting) kha Hyderebad-ah a awm a. Hyderebad Mizo chanchinbu-ah te Hyd Univ Football Team thlalak ah a tel ve. Mak hlawm khawp mai. A pet fuh ve thiam dawn mi aw..te ka lo tia..

Masi a hnai tawh si...

Masi a hnai a..lung a leng vawng vawng reng mai...Lung len hian chin tawk a neih loh zawngin keini ang sa pan leh derthawng lutuk hian kan tuar zo lo tak tak ang. Thei ni ila, he Krismas hi duhberte kiangah hman ve theih a chakawm..mahse, kan duhthusam te hian eng ual min thlen ngai lo zawng anih hi..duhthu hi kan sam a..a hlawhtlinna chu chunglam kut a ni thin si..kan duh ang hian thil tam zawk hi a inher lova, kan duh loh dana a inher pawha hlim taka nuih hi thil har tak zawng a ni ngat mai. Zoram lamah chuan ring tak takin Masi hla an zaitir anga, khawlai vela mi leng vel hrim hrim pawhinChhandamtu piancham lo thleng tur chu an nghahhlelhzia an cheziain an lantir anga; Thlasik anih avangin khua a vawt deuh var tawh anga...khawilaiah emaw te chuan thlasik nilum ai pawh hmu tur an awm leh far tawh anga..mi tam ber titi-ah chuan Masi lo thleng tur ringawt chuan thupui chan a chang ang...duhnerte kianga hman theuh tumin an hmanhlel ang a....duhberte nena Chhandamtu piancham lawm tluka thlakhlelhawm hi he khawvelah hian awm tak ang maw le ?? Maenga(Englupiala) of Mizoram Univ kha chu tunlai hi chuan a chaaat nasa leh tawh ngawt ang. A chal a tle hlarh anga, a hnar hmawr pawh a tle leh tawh khawp ang. Rosangzuala Misual khan tun Krismas hi engtinnge a hman ang tih ngaihtuah tham fe a tling. Dettol bur awm hnaih vak lohna ah chuan Zu te kha khawih ve lo law law se a tha. A hming chhe tawh ang, a chetsual leh vaih chuan..

Chhinlung Magazine Vol XVIII

Bangalore Mizo Association chuan Chhinlung Magazine Vol XVIII-na chu vawiin 3rd December khan a tichhuak ta a. Theihtawp chhuaha kan beih fe hnuah pawh duhthu a sam lo ngei mai. A kawm erawh chu a nalh viau a, mahse, a chhungah tihsual a lo awm nual a. Tihsual awm tlem thei ang ber tura kan ti chung pawhin Press lamin an la rawn tisual ta nuaih tho va. Tih ngaihna tak pawh a vang khawp mai. Famkimlohna khawvelah hian famkim hi a har anih hi.... Article 41 lai kan chhuah a, kan memberte atangin article a luh that em avangin pawnlam atanga Official-a sawm ni si lo lo lut ho kha chu kan paih ta a..Rin hnapa article pawh chhiar a anwm teh reng nen, kan chhuah thei lova a pawi ngawt mai.